Well, that sounds like a good thing to me! It's one of those things where the more you experiment, the more you'll learn about yourself and your preferences - and what a perfect place to do it! We're all learning new things about ourselves, no?
[HE'S STILL ROOTING FOR YOU, DOUMEKI]
Although it's quite interesting, actually, that you bring up wondering whether or not the traits you find attractive are because of that one man whom you want most of all. I might have to think about it a bit myself!
[ It's ok, the only time Yashiro would spill about his feelings would be if he shot Doumeki and sent him away, so this is fine, actually.
Doumeki, however, is learning a little bit. He's perhaps too dumb to keep his mouth shut. ]
I agree
[ It's a sexy adventure for sure. ]
Yes The boss has been kind to me And even kind to himself, I think He would not easily admit it But I am very happy with the way things are right now
[ He won't give deets unless asked, but he's just so happy... of course, after all this, Yashiro is going to tie him up and make him watch as someone else fucks him, so...well, that's Yashiro for you. He caught feelings so he's trying to bury them. ]
[OH THIS IS SO FANTASTIC.....you can't see him, Doumeki, but he is DELIGHTED-]
That is such good news! I know that it's quite hard for Yashiro to express his feelings, so you must be very excited, Doumeki! I am so happy for you both!
[....at least. At least he doesn't need to know about the 'tying up and making him watch' thing, guys.......as your unofficial therapist he does not recommend that..............]
You two have been spending some quality time together, then?
[There is going to be a lot to unpack here, isn't there...........]
Yashiro seems like the sort of person who might struggle with these sorts of feelings, so don't feel bad if you don't make huge strides with him. Just take it slow. That goes for your feelings about your sexuality as well!
Either way, don't be afraid to reach out to me, Doumeki. I'm always happy to chat.
[ Can't unpack stuff if you convince yourself there's no problem and black out for most of it! Doumeki is gonna be fine..... ]
I am aware, his feelings are very complex I will take it slow The only person I am truly interested in is the boss So it does not matter ultimately if I find others attractive
Thank you again for being patient with me I do not often speak of these things with other people
[NOOOOOO Doumeki that's not a healthy coping mechanism! You two, honestly...........]
It's not a problem at all. Besides, look at what you just said! You've managed to come to a positive conclusion by yourself. No real help needed. Sometimes you just need a sounding board!
But I'm flattered that you consider me a safe person to chat about this with. I've quite enjoyed getting to know both you and Yashiro, I have to say.
it's probably good that Sycamore can't read what's in these brackets because WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE SHOT YOU-]
I certainly like to think so. Are you enjoying being away from all the busy-ness of your home world? It must be nice to have a break, and spend some quality time with him.
[You know, without all that....Yakuza stuff you two do! Whatever all that is!
[ It's fine, it hasn't happened in canon yet so they're gonna be fine. It's not going to lead to Yashiro pretending to forget Doumeki and them not seeing each other for 4 years or anything. ]
It is nice being somewhere where people are not actively trying to kill the boss The other captains do not like him There was an attempt on his life before we arrived here
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[HE'S STILL ROOTING FOR YOU, DOUMEKI]
Although it's quite interesting, actually, that you bring up wondering whether or not the traits you find attractive are because of that one man whom you want most of all. I might have to think about it a bit myself!
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I have learned many things about the boss as well
It's nice
[ :) he got to tell the boss he loves him....... it was a good time. ]
I hope it helps you
Knowing how I feel about the boss helps me
[ It's crazy what you can do when you're not in denial. Someone ought to tell Yashiro that. ]
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Thank you! I like to think of all this as quite the adventure. A very sexy adventure!
[Please do not let him use the term 'sexy adventure' ever again-]
You and Yashiro have been spending some quality time together lately, then?
[.....
..........deets]
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Doumeki, however, is learning a little bit. He's perhaps too dumb to keep his mouth shut. ]
I agree
[ It's a sexy adventure for sure. ]
Yes
The boss has been kind to me
And even kind to himself, I think
He would not easily admit it
But I am very happy with the way things are right now
[ He won't give deets unless asked, but he's just so happy... of course, after all this, Yashiro is going to tie him up and make him watch as someone else fucks him, so...well, that's Yashiro for you. He caught feelings so he's trying to bury them. ]
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That is such good news! I know that it's quite hard for Yashiro to express his feelings, so you must be very excited, Doumeki! I am so happy for you both!
[....at least. At least he doesn't need to know about the 'tying up and making him watch' thing, guys.......as your unofficial therapist he does not recommend that..............]
You two have been spending some quality time together, then?
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Yes
It's difficult for him
I was very happy to have the boss's trust
Please do not tell him I told you
[ Thanks, Sycamore.... that's good advice. ]
We have
The boss has even agreed to have sex with me outside of the our respective moonblessings
[ :) what could be better than this. ]
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[And it definitely is! This is all rather personal stuff.]
It sounds like your relationship has developed in a really positive direction! I'm so happy for you, Doumeki.
[ABSOLUTELY NOTHING COULD WRONG, FROM THIS POINT!]
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[ Definitely nothing could go wrong not three days after this! ]
I want to keep being there for the boss
But it is good to know his feelings as well
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Yashiro seems like the sort of person who might struggle with these sorts of feelings, so don't feel bad if you don't make huge strides with him. Just take it slow. That goes for your feelings about your sexuality as well!
Either way, don't be afraid to reach out to me, Doumeki. I'm always happy to chat.
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I am aware, his feelings are very complex
I will take it slow
The only person I am truly interested in is the boss
So it does not matter ultimately if I find others attractive
Thank you again for being patient with me
I do not often speak of these things with other people
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It's not a problem at all. Besides, look at what you just said! You've managed to come to a positive conclusion by yourself. No real help needed. Sometimes you just need a sounding board!
But I'm flattered that you consider me a safe person to chat about this with. I've quite enjoyed getting to know both you and Yashiro, I have to say.
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It is still appreciated
I am glad to hear that
I know the boss can be a lot
But he is a good person
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it's probably good that Sycamore can't read what's in these brackets because WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE SHOT YOU-]
I certainly like to think so. Are you enjoying being away from all the busy-ness of your home world? It must be nice to have a break, and spend some quality time with him.
[You know, without all that....Yakuza stuff you two do! Whatever all that is!
(it's most cheating in mahjong, yeah)]
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It is nice being somewhere where people are not actively trying to kill the boss
The other captains do not like him
There was an attempt on his life before we arrived here
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That certainly must make a difference!
[The world of the yakuza sounds....horrifying. To put it mildly.]
Your world sounds extremely complicated. All the more reason it must be nice to be alone here! Far more time to talk, etc, I'd imagine.
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We do not talk very much
The boss is an important man
His way of thinking is usually beyond me
The last time we spoke was about what occurred in that strange world the foxes created